Well, today I've decided to ask this guy out at work. Well... actually, I'm trying not to chicken out. His name is Matt and he's a bio chem major at UT Austin. This means that he'll be leaving this weekend to go back to school. Is there any point in me asking him out since he'll just be leaving anyways? Sure, he'll be back next summer, but that's months away. It also doesn't help that I'm really into my friends husband as well. Crushes, adoration and love all suck.
Hmmm... he's cute, but maybe too young for me. I am 26 after all and like I said, he just turned 21. Nah, I don't think I'll ask him out. I think that if he were interested in me, he'd ask me, right? Ugh, why don't men have the brains to realize you are interested and ask you out?? Oh well. It's a lost cause really. I'm probably going to die alone, still a virgin. Bugger.
Well, nothing new is going on. I still can't remember to take my birth control at the same time everyday. Who knew it'd be difficult? Anyways, I have to get ready to go to my stupid job. I really hate working. I wish I were rich and didn't have to ever worry about money.
Tomorrow, I'll be going over to my friends house, who has the HOT husband. I'll be helping them clean out their office and organize. I sometimes invent reasons to go over there so I can see him. I really need to stop doing that. It doesn't help, as well, that he flirts with me. Argh. Why do guys fuck with your head??
1:25 p.m. - 2003-08-19
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