Whew, got all that drama off my chest. I have to tell you about the rest of my life that has happened thus far.
My cousin and I drove 2 hours to have Carls Jr. For some dumb ass reason, there aren't any locations here in DFW. After eating for 20min, we drove 2hrs back. It was a great experience. Carl's reminds me of home. There are an abundance of them in Fresno.
Anyways, at work today, my co-worker and friend Carrie showed Scott and I her ability to lick her pierced tits. It was great! She also showed us her ass because Ron had slapped her soo hard it left a red mark. She's cute and very open. She's a total exhibitionist. Her brother Jeff, is really cute. Apparently he'll be turning 26 in October. I wonder if I should tell her to tell him I'm kinda interested. But... I don't know if he'll be freaky like her. If he is, I'm not sure I, the virgin who just experienced kissing for the first time with the husband of her friend, can handle it. I want to take it slow, I think. I don't know. Maybe I'm just scared.
Anyways, worked sucked and I wish B were here to fuck me. I want to lose my virginity and get it over with and fuck him whenever I can. Right now, I don't give a shit if he's married to my friend and I don't give a shit that he's playing me. I WANT HIM!!!
Fuck, I need to drop this fucking issue and leave it the hell alone. Argh! Why are things soo fucked up for me right now?? I can't stand it. I wish normal shit would happen to me. Although, the weird shit makes life a tad more interesting and drama filled.
Well, I need to go. I'm fucking tired and I have to be at work at 7:30 in the fucking morning.
ps -- eddie izzard rocks!
-- you there, Cake or death?!
-- Cake please.
-- Very well, give him cake!
7:38 p.m. - 2003-08-23
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