You'll never guess what happened today. I guess I should start with last night. I talked with Ben and we arranged for him to come over and pick up his Beck CD today. (It is no longer in my posession. sniff sniff...) Anyway, I guess I thought he would call me today and tell me when he would come by.
I got home from Ceramics class a bit late and covered in clay. I took a shower and afterwards I noticed he had called twice. I called him back to find out that he was at my house trying to get a hold of me so he could get his CD. He came inside the house, knocked on my bedroom door and I was very tempted to let him in while I was just in my panties and bra. But, I told him to wait a second and I ended up putting some clothes on. I also thought that maybe I should just have my jeans on and he could see me in my new lacy black bra. Bad idea, so I didn't do it. I was very tempted though.
So he comes in and sits on my bed. I tried to avoid looking at him because I just wanted to rip his clothes off and take full advantage of him. I'm sure he wouldn't have liked that, or would he? I smelled him as he entered my room and he smelled yummy. He smelled like man. I can't tell you how horny I was for him at that moment. I just wanted to fuck. Simple as that. But, I guess it's never that simple or can it be? I don't know.
We decided to have lunch at Taco Cabana. We talked about different things going on and I kept thinking about his lips. Specifically, how luscioius they are and how I wanted his mouth all over me. What the hell is wrong with me? Am I just horny? I've no idea. After he dropped me off at home, I so wanted to invite him inside to fuck my brains out. I wonder if today will be the last time we'll get together. Is it okay to hope that it isn't? I guess we shall see.
Anyway, I'm going to go listen to a CD he burned for me and probably masterbate.
4:16 p.m. - 2003-10-21
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