Heh. I haven't updated in a while. Um, let's see. Nothing new is going on. I'm currently on a 3 day "weekend." I had monday off, today and tomorrow. I've been playin CS everyday for hours on end after school. I'm playing right now, but i'm taking a breather. I've been playing since 2:30!
I finally bought a headset/mic set thingy for the puter so I can enhance my gaming experience with CS. lol. The first time I spoke in one of my fav servers, all the guys were like. Was that a girl? lol. They bombarded me with questions. They asked if I was hot, single, how old I was, etc. This one 13yr old kept asking for a pic and hasseling me about talking to him because he was horny! LOL. I couldn't stop laughing. All the other guys told him to back his 13 yr old pre-pubescent ass off!
Um.... I haven't smoked a cig since last wednesday. Yay! I had two tests on monday. I'll see how I did on those tomorrow.
I've been having fucked up dreams the past four nights in a row. The first two nights were about Ben and I having sex. The third was about kelly asking for a truce because Ben wanted to be friends with me. Last night was about Ben and I going out to do something and then he started flirting with me again. Why? Why? Why? Why am I having nightly dreams about him?
Is it because when we were together, he somehow knocked me unconcious, dragged my body to some secret lab and implanted a microchip into the dream/subconcious part of my brain where he's able to control my thoughts and dreams? Is he really an alien disguised as a human being? Maybe I should inform the gov't about this. Hmmm... maybe I should see a psycho therapist...lmao
LOL -- yeah, i need to get back to CS.
8:20 p.m. - 2003-11-04
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