Time either passes slowly or much too fast. I have days that drag on forever where all I do is vegetate in a state of depression. Then there are days that put a smile on my face. Carla, Mike and myself stopped at a walmart a couple of days ago and we came upon the beginnings of a square dance demonstration. We were surrounded by old people dressed to match their partners, the women were wearing THE most fluffiest skirts I've ever seen.
I stayed to watch them do their senior citizen dance and it amazed me. I freakishly enjoyed their demonstration. They appeared to be truly happy and that brought a smile to my face. Heh.
Anyway, enough of the touching moment. I feel very horny and masterbation isn't cutting it. What a way to start my entry, eh? Talk about how old people made me smile to masterbation. LOL.
I've uploaded my friends webcam onto her computer and took some updated pics. I added an impromptu kitty pic into my crappy webcam folders. BUT, only two people have access to that folder and they have to be signed into yahoo to access them. (blush) all I have to say is that webcams don't take the greatest pics. Enough said. I did it for one reason and that is so I can get a certain pic in return from a certain someone and they know who they are.
Anyways, enough of that. My parents got me a laptop and I feel somewhat bad that they got it for me since I'm an extreme failure compared to my sisters karen and dolores. Karen is established. She has a career, a house and will be getting a brand new car. My sister dolores is married and has two kids, therefore she's established. My brother and I are doomed to be losers. He's stuck doing menial work at an outback steakhouse. He'll be there for the rest of his goddamn life. I've just finished getting my two year degree. It took me 7 fucking years to do it. I'm still clueless as to what to major in, but I've decided to just go ahead and pick computer science.
Oh god. I can't believe what Carla just told me. She went out to get pookie medicine and stopped at Sonny's (cute neighbor that lives below us) and told him that I needed a man. She listed all the things I liked in a man and told him that I liked girls too. She said that he would have asked me out and that he thought I was cute, but isn't my type after hearing all that crap requirements she listed. He said that it wouldn't have worked out. I bet it wouldn't have. Although he's really nice and very cute, he has two kids and I just can't deal with that. LOL. FUCK. LOL. I can't believe it. But, he told her that he had friends and that he would send them upstairs to get stupid shit and that would be the hint that he thought we might hit it off.
OMG, can I just be anymore pathetic??? Although, I am extremely horny... lol... we'll see.
5:15 p.m. - January 06, 2004
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