Last night had to be one of the most amazing nights ever. Remember that guy Remy? Well, he IMd me and left me his cell phone number stating that he wanted me to call him so we could get together. Well, I was a little scared at calling him even though we've had amazing conversations online. I decided to call him the next day, but his answering service came on so I just left a message and a number where he could call me.
I called my sister and told her that he wasn't available so we could go ahead and see a movie and have dinner afterwards. I hung up with her and two seconds later Remy called. I told him that unfortunately I had already made plans for the day and that maybe we could get together sometime later this week? He agreed and told me that if my plans fell through to give him a call. I called my sister back and told her what happened and then she cancelled on me! LOL -- she's like, well I'm not going out with you so you should call Remy back and get together with him. Have fun and don't overthink everything. I tend to do that.
So, I called him back and told him that plans fell through and that we could meet. So we planned to meet at a coffee house called the Revue down the street from my uncles house. We live one block away from the culture district called Tower District. Anyway, I get there early and start reading my book, Love Affairs - Marriage and Infidelity, hehehe, and he comes in and sees me and sits down.
This guy is HOT! The only thing that I could say not even remotely negative about him is that he's exactly my height. I would have liked it if he were taller, but I don't care because he is just too good to be true. We talked about all kinds of things. He's from Beirut, speaks arabic, french and of course english. He has a bachelors in Philosophy, want to go to law school preferrably near the ocean and he wears glasses. LOL - We went and sat outside the coffee house so we could smoke (he smokes camel lights) and we talked more.
He definitely can hold a conversation. After coffe, we went to a place called Veni Vidi Vici's (something like that) and we each had one drink. I had a stockholm (those are damn good) and he had the house red. We talked more ( honestly, i can't remember everything we talked about because I was in a trance... lol ) and he told me he was hungry so we went across the street to the Golden Palace chinese restaurant. However, outside the bar, as we were smoking, he said sorry but he had to do something and he leaned in and kissed me!!!! OMG!!! He's a great kisser and unfortunately, I was comparing him to Ben.
I can't believe I did that. Why would I do that? I remember thinking that Remy didn't make my vision blur as Ben did. But, I have to remember that the excitement of having all those first experiences may pale in comparison to future prospective partners. Right? Ben was my first, it was exciting and new. Remy is a great kisser, thinks I'm beautiful and couldn't stop complimenting the entire night, is intelligent, has goals and ambition and is fucking hot. He has a rock hard body and I couldn't stop thinking, "what could he possibly see in my fat ass?"
I basically asked him that, not in those words, but he told me that he's wanted to kiss me since we were at the coffee house. He finds me irresistable, funny, intelligent and said that there's more to a person than what they look like. I was stunned. People say that shit all the time and being as insecure as I am, I believed what he said. I could tell he was attracted to me. He wanted to hold my hand, he kissed me in public and looked me in the eye the entire night we talked. He has beautiful brown eyes. He looks good with and without his glasses on. (sigh)
After dinner, we got into his car (not that this matters, but he drives a new Mercedes with leather interior) and ended up making out for a good 10 minutes. I was completely turned on, but he respected the fact that I didn't want to go further. He said he was sorry if this was inappropriate and told me that part of him wants to take me home and the other part wants to wait because he wants whatever it is we may have to be more than just sexual gratification. He told me that I was refreshing and that he can't believe he found me. He was taken by me. LOL - can you believe that?
He did the most amazing thing when he kissed me, he sucked on my bottom lip. He licked my ear and sucked on my earlobe and licked the pulse point on my neck, it was sooo hot. Also, when he kissed me, he would put his hand at the nape of my neck and hold my hair and kinda push my head back so he could kiss and lick my neck... damn... Last night was a good night. I did compare him to Ben, but apparently alot of people do that. I can't wait to see him again. Oh, he said that he loved my eyes and hair and said that I was perfect.
He drove me home, which was just 2 blocks away, and kissed me again. I went inside and immediately told my mom about what happened, minus the making out. LOL - she was happy for me and said not to get too excited because it wsa only a first date. Then I called my sister and carla and told them about it. I then went to the bathroom to get ready for bed and saw that I had a hickey on my neck! lol -- sneaky bastard
5:46 p.m. - January 26, 2004
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