How to begin? At the begining you say? Fuck that. It'd take too long! LOL.
Well, basically, what has been going on the past few days has been really life changing. I've been told that the house i'm living in is for sale. The next day I'm told that, there's a buyer for the house. Then I'm told that we're out of here July 31st. Everything is happening very fast and I'm scared that I may not have a place to live.
However, I have the greatest friends ever. Sam and Nick are getting a two bedroom apartment for when they plan to have a kid next year. Plus, they're expecting Nick's brother Josh to move in in December. They're allowing me to stay there and pay $340 a month until I save enough to move out on my own. Shane offered to let me stay with him and find a job in the surrounding cities, but as much as I would LOVE to do it, it's too soon in our relationship to move in together. It'd be awesome, but, too soon.
Basically, I have almost 700 dollars saved. That's it. I'm thinking about working overtime at my job to make some extra cash for the deposits and first rent and stuff. But, I really fucking hate my job and I don't want to be there any longer than I need to. Why put myself through all that torture? I know, I know, I need the extra cash. I'm not sure if it's worth it yet. OKAY! I get it. I have to do it. I NEED the extra cash.
** Side Note **
Definitely check this guy out. His music is pretty damn amazing. Here's his website with samples of his music off his new album High, which is only $10!! Buy it!! Click Here. He also has a video at atomfilms.com. Check that site out too, it's cool.
Anyway, I'm tired now. In a nutshell, I'm on my way to being more of an independent responsable adult. I'm actually taking care of myself, completely. Emotionally, let's not go there. That's a work in progress or what slash writers like to say, WIP.
~~Pray for mercy from... PUSS IN BOOTS!~~
11:43 p.m. - June 02, 2004
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