I wonder if anyone still reads this. Are you amazed that I've decided to write in my diary? Well, I am.
Alot of time has passed, yet, I can easily say that nothing has happened. I could cut out the amount of time that has passed and I wouldn't miss it. I could start from the day after my last entry as if nothing ever happened.
Time passes. What you choose to do with it, well, that's up to you. If you choose to live your life monotonously, even though you'd rather do other things, then that's your decision. Unfortunately, that has been my decision. I haven't gone back to school and I miss it terribly. Go figure. I get up in the morning dreading the day. I go to work, usually 5 minutes late. I go home. I cook dinner. I either watch tv, play ps2 games, read or I may be online. My online activity has decreased, significantly as most can tell.
I still have my same insecurities. I still have the same personality. A winning one I'm sure. Oh, and I've also gained back some of the weight I tried so hard to lose. The loss of all that weight was ultimately competitiveness against kelly, the desire to attract and all the stress and drama I went through in Texas.
Life is boring. I spend good times with Shane. Yes, we're still together. Our 1 year anniversary is in April. Can you believe it? I can't. Before you ask, no. No babies. Amazing right? I haven't been on birth control for, um, the past 5 months. So, yay for me. I can honestly say that I am happy with him. Sure, at first I was ecstatic. Happy in love. Now, I'm happy in love, but comfortable. We share everything. Sex is still good. It could be better, but there are other issues involved and not on my end.
Anyway. I've decided to go to my 10 year highschool reunion this year. I know, I know. I can't believe it either. Well, I find that this has become boring. Describing my life. So, I shall go.
But, I will recommend one thing to you...
READ: The Davinci Code by Dan Brown.
One word: Phenomenal
8:12 p.m. - January 26, 2005
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