I purchased my very own xbox today, used for only 99.99! Not to bad. I've asked shane to mod it so when I'm on my own, I'll still enjoy the luxury of downloading games and playing emulators. Of course, I'll need an exstensive tutorial on how to dl games, but I'm sure that I can learn it quickly. 100% sure. I'm so sure, I raise my hand I'm sure.
Anwyay. I'm still packing. I've taken a fair amount of breaks during the process. I'm not sure if it's my way of delaying the inevitable.
I hate sex. I know this is way off topic, I mean I was talking about modding an x-box straight over to the topic of sex and how I hate it. Well, I don't hate it. I hate the fact that once you've had it, you always want it. Now that Shane and I split up, I don't get any sex at all. The sex I did get when we were together was few and far between, but I DID get it. Now, I can't have it. And I'm not some frivilous whore that just goes out and picks anyone up to have it. Jeez, I'm not a sex junkie. Not a hottie either. I have to work hard to get someone to like me. Okay, I really don't work at all at it, but, still.
I'm not THE best catch, but I'm still up there. Shane was my first boyfriend and he was introduced to me. So, I guess I should bug my handful of friends for a hook up. Hmmm. Maybe I should just keep on doing what I do and I'll meet the right nerd for me someday.
Someday. When is that? Tomorrow? Tonight? Or the day before I die? That would be my luck. I'm totally rambling right now.
No more alcohol for me.
4:48 p.m. - January 02, 2006
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