Since my phone has been dead and Shane has been in Louisiana helping his best friend Jason move back to California, I haven't really been in contact with him. I find that this makes the hurt in my heart lessen. I've just realized that I don't think about him as much. I do think about him, but not every second of the day. I'm not sitting here wondering what he's doing, is he thinking of me, how is he feeling, and I could go on and on.
It's freeing. I feel liberated, like I have a chance of moving on. It also helps that I've gotten my puter back and running. I'm finally able to be with my CS friends. I missed them so much. I missed laughing, having fun, getting pwnd and pwning in return. I feel good. I can honestly say that things aren't that bad.
I can't wait to go to Washington on the 20th. I'll be visiting for the entire week. I'm scouting some areas for places to live. I can't wait for the roadtrip of a lifetime. I'll be going with Samma. I have reservations. I hope that being together for this long trip won't strain our friendship. I do like having her as a friend.
2:23 p.m. - March 15, 2006
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