you know my issues with jonni. ever since i decided to pull waaaay back i think things have gotten better. i still care. i still feel. but its better.
nolan hasn't been on wow for awhile and he's kinda kept to himself because of personal issues. idk and i've stopped caring becuase he's a fucking alcoholic and i soo dont need that in my life. mike and i met through nolans guild and they arent the best of friends. lol. anyway, mike and i have been hanging out in game more, talking more and doing all kinds of stuff together. mike has a perverted sense of humor hes friggin hilarious and makes me laugh and we have the kind of friendship where we're sarcastic sometimes with each other, its great. i like it.
i dont know how certain situations come about, but they do. lol. dammit they so do. i'm just going to cut to the chase and say that we had phone sex. it was great, but it happened after like hours of talking. he lives on the east coast and i'm here in las vegas. we ended the call at 7am his time! he wanted to stay and talk and he said i was sweet and stuff. we talked like several nights in a row for so long that he was late to work one day, lol. its cute. its new. its fun.
phone sex with him is sooo much fun. his voice, the way he says my name, the things he wants me to do to myself. just thinking about it.. fuck.. makes me horny. the other night he wanted me to put a dildo in my ass while i fucked my pussy. i actually did and it felt amazing and to hear him cum and moan my name. it was amazing. just fucking amazing.
i dont know how i should feel about what i'm going to tell you, but a few days ago i had phone sex with mike and then when i woke up i called jonni and we were talking and i found out i called when he was masterbating and he said he didn't mean to answer the phone (riiiight) and we ended up having phone sex too. it wasn't the same as when we had phone sex before, but it was still good. now, i've never been like this before and jonni is like the first person i've ever had phone sex with, mike being the second and to have had back to back phone sex with two different people? wtf. i feel... idk what i feel.. amazing? sexy? slutty?
it was fun. i'm leaving it at that.
/wink
7:49 a.m. - November 04, 2008
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