so, jonni met this kid online who lived like an hour away... they decided to meet up after talking for a few days i think, not sure. we joked about what he would do when he got there and i said just in case bring some condoms because you never know. i get caught up in the moment and who's to say that no one else does? he said he wouldnt but i had a feeling.. how can you turn down your first sexual experience? jonni totally had sex! we talked about it and what it felt like and i found out that he had unprotected sex and he bled because the kid used no lube! i was like, wtf, how could you not use condoms? i even sent him some and told him before he fucking left to take some just in case. he was so confident nothing would happen. i told him to go get tested for std's and hiv cuz you never know. jonni said that the guy told him that that was the first time he had unprotected sex too, but not his first sexual experience. i told jonni, you dont trust what anyone says. people lie all the time. so i got him a link to planned parenthood in his area and he can't afford to get tested for all std's and hiv, so he's just gonna do hiv. this is totally a life lesson and when you're gay, this is even more important cuz the chances are even higher for them to get an std and/or hiv. i know he'll be okay but i can't guarantee anything. i wish i were there so i could take him and support him. i dont want him to go alone :(
well, after talking about anal and sex so much when he got back and on sunday, i had a really interesting dream about him last night. lol. go figure. i still want to molest him. lol. so in my dream he was going to let me show him the right way to have anal sex and give him an awesome blow job. lol. he was so eager for me to show him a good time that he got on his hands and knees and stuck his ass up.. so eager.. it totally turned me on. i started by putting lube on my fingers and i inserted one finger into his tight ass and then i slowly inserted another finger, until i got to three fingers and i was fucking him nice and slow.. getting his ass nice and ready for my dildo.
then i woke up.
wtf.
10:17 p.m. - November 10, 2008
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