so mike doesn't seem interested in me anymore. i dont know what it is about me, but i still tried to show interest by hanging out with him in game, etc. i know it sounds lame. however, i did this and left jonni to himself. i felt bad, but he said it was cool and i really wanted mike to like me for whatever crazy reason.
lately i've been wondering why i did that. you always put your friends first before any guy. today, mikes friend pete logged in and he ditched me w/out a second thought to go hang with pete. i've been grinding and questing with that guy for a long long time now and i just got ditched so easily. it hurt my feelings and i tried to talk to jonni about it but he wasn't listening to what i was saying. he left our vent and i knew he went to my cousins vent so i followed tried to talk to him and tell him that i didn't want to quest or instance with mike anymore and that i shouldn't have ditched him. he was like, i'm gonna quest with jake. i know this sounds pretty petty and insane, but i feel like this is what i get and i hate it. jonni was like, just go instance with mike. i was like fine and left vent and logged off wow. fuck it. jonni didn't text me or anything, but mike just tried to call and then texted me if i was coming back. i said i didnt know because i was mad.
he doesn't care, i'm sure. jonni doesn't care. no one cares. my own damn fault.
5:35 p.m. - November 15, 2008
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