i got a text this morning at 12:25...
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i miss you too
- so why are you doing this?? tell me! i think about you everday
because you think about me every day
- so? i dont understand
neither do i
- you hurt me by ignoring me =/
i didnt want to
- i miss you
i miss you too
- so what happens now?
i dont know. what do you want?
- you
prove it?
- how?
i dont know
- well that doesnt help
im sorry
- so why did you txt me?
because i miss you
- why?
because i do. why do you think about me every day?
- because you make me happy, smile, laugh, turn me on.. i like everything about you..
what else
- i think you're very attractive, i like how you have the same interests as me yet you also go do sports stuff
what else
- what are you trying to get me to say? you haven't told me why you miss me
you already know why
- tell me
i miss you. you know why. you tell me
- no i dont. tell me
yes you do. you felt it too didnt you?
- tell me
tell me
- you.. tell.. me..
or you could tell me. we both know what you want me to say what we each want to hear
- i dont want to assume anything.. i want you to tell me exactly how you feel.. the past three weeks have been horrible
tell me about them
- i'm sure you could tell from the messages i sent you
i was in vegas two weeks ago. all i could think about was you and being with you. i wanted to taste you. i want to hear it from you now.
- are you seeing someone else?
i am seeing myself
- ?
do you still think about me? i think about you every night
- yes, of course i do. i think about why you stopped talking to me. i thought you might have someone else, i thought that after seeing my vid you didnt like me. i thought that it might be because i didnt see you that weekend. i would like for you to tell me exactly why you did stop.
i loved your vid and that you wouldnt come see me and thats the same reason i stopped.
- so, because i wouldnt have sex with you, you just ignored me?? really??
no, its because i feel for you and you for me.
- whats so wrong with that?
so you did. tell me
- yes i did
so tell me
- tell you what?
whatever you need me to know
- i want you to know that you hurt me because i care so much for you...
i am sorry i hurt you. i wish..
- wish??
- what do you wish?? (2:36 AM)
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11:03 a.m. - June 04, 2009
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