I've luckily had two sexual dreams the past two nights. I was giving a male celebrity a blow job. I recognized who he was when I woke up but I forgot who he was a few hours later. Last night, I dreamed of something sexual, however, I don't remember what it entailed or who was involved.
Anyway, found out that Tom Hiddleston has an amazingly gorgeous girlfriend. I am disappointed because, you know, I had a chance. I can't help but shake my head at my school girl crush of this man. I read his twitter and so far every song that he's link for his song of the day, I actually know of it and like it. When I see him do interviews, his smile so easily appears and his attitude is light hearted, fun and happy. You can't help but be drawn to people like that. So, I feel that my girl school crush is warranted.
Yesterday, I also happened to go to my Aunt Ching's birthday party. I really didn't want to go. I do so hate social gatherings with people I don't know or care to know. But, I was forced and tried to make the best of it. The food was mediocre. My Aunt Rose and I snuck off to a store and sat out front drinking San Miguel Light. It tasted better than Red Horse, which is crazy strong. I also caved and had a cigarette. That makes 7 now. I am staring at one and I really need to focus on not getting back into smoking. It's such a terrible habit. Your lungs go black, your skin turns yellow and smells, your teeth turn yellow, your breath, well, you get the picture. It's not a pretty sight. I'm working on building up my willpower.
I miss affection.
9:32 a.m. - September 02, 2012
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