i started talking to this guy from reddit several weeks ago. things progressed really fast and we were having a D/s sort of online relationship. i was the sub. today, i find out he's not ready for a monogamous relationship because he just got out of a 5 year relationship. when we first started talking, everything was great. he is positive and gave great advice. he is the kind of person people are drawn to because of how good and kind they are. we talked about our interests, alot of them being sexual. after they broke up, the conversations really moved pass the line of what friends talk about to what lovers talk about. we cybered. alot. i loved it. now, it feels like i'm losing a friend. i don't know if he can overlook the things we've done and go back to being just friends. i really need someone as positive as he is in my life. the things i couldn't tell carla, i told him. very easily. i wonder what will happen.
i'm thinking that online relationships can't work.
3:42 p.m. - February 12, 2013
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