March 31, 2014 / solitude

June 28, 2013 / Je suis triste...

June 25, 2013 / I thought I found what I always wanted

June 18, 2013 / oh you delicate heart...

May 21, 2013 / all the small things...

March 10, 2013 / retreating within

March 06, 2013 / oh you delicate heart...

March 03, 2013 / I'll be right beside you dear...

February 12, 2013 / i need to focus on my life

February 11, 2013 / home, the update

January 26, 2013 / urgency

November 16, 2012 / home

October 21, 2012 / tagaytay

October 10, 2012 / My heart...

October 09, 2012 / Right Jasper?

September 29, 2012 / Hello, I'm in Delaware

September 27, 2012 / seriously twisted

September 23, 2012 / fuck this, i'm waking up

September 20, 2012 / my mind, completely criminal

September 18, 2012 / N-O-I-S-E

September 09, 2012 / food

September 04, 2012 / Sherlock/John/Me

September 02, 2012 / September

August 30, 2012 / not having memories is a form torture

August 28, 2012 / pursuits for the future

August 28, 2012 / the need for dreams

August 27, 2012 / nonsense list.

August 25, 2012 / loki, the Master in my innermost dreams

August 25, 2012 / just a slow rainy day

August 24, 2012 / a return of sorts

May 25, 2011 / time after time 2.0

May 25, 2011 / time after time

July 06, 2010 / In the words of Motley Crue... GIRLS GIRLS GIRLS...

June 16, 2010 / It's been awhile...

April 23, 2010 / amazing reminder as to the struggles minorities face in this country

April 17, 2010 / It's been awhile

November 03, 2009 / Word of Encouragement

October 17, 2009 / i should make an effort to update this more

October 17, 2009 / I'm too old for this

September 28, 2009 / is life cruel or do i make life be cruel to me?

September 03, 2009 / xfactor and symbolic logic

August 29, 2009 / long overdue, but not worth reading

July 07, 2009 / i hate myself

June 30, 2009 / slow leveling.... FTW!

June 16, 2009 / Hoover

June 09, 2009 / i'm exhausted

June 04, 2009 / was he drunk?

May 30, 2009 / nordrassil

May 28, 2009 / fuck life inc.

May 23, 2009 / still...

May 17, 2009 / i dont understand...

May 13, 2009 / 4 days

May 05, 2009 / angels

April 19, 2009 / yesterday was my birthday

April 19, 2009 / ummmm

April 02, 2009 / i dont even know what to feel or think

April 02, 2009 / jbd

March 30, 2009 / deja vu

March 29, 2009 / i'm so lucky

March 13, 2009 / military guy

March 09, 2009 / I'm...not...bitter...

March 05, 2009 / fragilegirl8

March 03, 2009 / work...work...work...

February 18, 2009 / Hmmmmm

January 31, 2009 / i think...

January 28, 2009 / tired

January 23, 2009 / he

January 20, 2009 / mark this date

January 19, 2009 / a never ending cycle?

January 18, 2009 / what a fool believes

January 16, 2009 / life is teh suck

January 13, 2009 / endthelies

January 11, 2009 / something to remember

January 09, 2009 / the reader

January 07, 2009 / blah

January 06, 2009 / just say it over and over

January 05, 2009 / my mantra

January 03, 2009 / my gm

December 31, 2008 / part of my chat with the teacher yesterday.. its long, be prepared

December 30, 2008 / seperated

December 30, 2008 / THE list (updated)

December 30, 2008 / in the mood for hamlet \"...and by a sleep to say we end the heartache and the thousand natural shocks that flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation devoutly to be wish'd....\"

December 28, 2008 / rock me amadeus

December 27, 2008 / slash beg

November 30, 2008 / why me?

November 25, 2008 / i hate drama pt 2

November 25, 2008 / i hate drama

November 25, 2008 / bah, i'm so frustrated

November 22, 2008 / my heart...

November 15, 2008 / i dont get it

November 11, 2008 / if dreams could be reality, heaven would be a place on earth (lame haha)

November 10, 2008 / cherries anyone?

November 08, 2008 / tainis

November 04, 2008 / uhh. hmm. i dont even know..

October 28, 2008 / where are you?

October 25, 2008 / where are you arlo teranishi?

October 24, 2008 / happy, yet sad at the same time

October 17, 2008 / i can't fucking sleep

October 17, 2008 / hmmm. i really am that depressing, aren't i?

October 16, 2008 / meh. a face pic of me.

October 16, 2008 / you're right hijayxx

October 13, 2008 / take a deep breath

September 23, 2008 / heh

September 02, 2008 / another promise broken.. sawries...

August 26, 2008 / ugh

August 19, 2008 / 27AUG08 US AIRWAYS FLIGHT 395

August 14, 2008 / meh

August 14, 2008 / whenever he's near me i turn into a slut

August 02, 2008 / omfg

July 31, 2008 / fuck you king county metro

July 31, 2008 / oh fuck

July 29, 2008 / life sucks

July 29, 2008 / looking back at the last few entries...

July 29, 2008 / confusion

July 28, 2008 / wish

July 26, 2008 / why the fuck?

July 26, 2008 / age is just a fucking number

July 24, 2008 / heh

July 21, 2008 / phone sex

July 21, 2008 / man up

July 21, 2008 / excerpt

July 21, 2008 / its really happening

July 19, 2008 / oh god.. why do i do the things i do?

July 15, 2008 / mmm... finger lickin good

July 14, 2008 / w/e

July 11, 2008 / there's a shortage on self esteem... where can i buy some?

July 10, 2008 / a kinda circular moroseness

July 02, 2008 / how easy it is for others to move on

June 25, 2008 / Hrrrrmmm...

May 30, 2008 / what the hell?

April 23, 2008 / dammit

April 20, 2008 / get a clue.. jeez

April 11, 2008 / depeche mode - precious

April 05, 2008 / leave the past alone dammit!

April 02, 2008 / utterly distracted

March 30, 2008 / rinse and repeat

March 24, 2008 / pr0n

March 23, 2008 / are you curious?

March 22, 2008 / applebees

March 22, 2008 / lick it

March 22, 2008 / dammit. what is wrong with me?

March 16, 2008 / it just keeps getting better and better

March 14, 2008 / well..now i know

March 13, 2008 / this time my snooping was worthwhile

March 11, 2008 / an ugly duckling in a lake of swans

March 11, 2008 / a sadness has taken over.. and it isn't due to Robert

March 10, 2008 / relief

March 05, 2008 / a new leaf turned

March 04, 2008 / how are you supposed to act and feel?

March 03, 2008 / this is what i deserve

March 03, 2008 / the girl scout cookies made me do it... dammit, i can't really blame them can i?

March 02, 2008 / There goes my second relationship... bye?!

December 31, 2007 / another year...another year...

November 29, 2007 / And yet, I'm not suprised

November 24, 2007 / Turned Down, yet again

September 03, 2007 / I can't believe how long it has been...

December 08, 2006 / repeat offense?

October 09, 2006 / Why Me?!

July 17, 2006 / tell them your boyfriend will kick their ass...

July 07, 2006 / there's no hope for me.

June 13, 2006 / as my friend buzz would say... assfuck.

June 12, 2006 / excerpts from a boring life

May 07, 2006 / ~sigh~

April 15, 2006 / Been awhile.

March 15, 2006 / A welcome change

March 10, 2006 / i should just stop talking to him if i keep acting the way i do

March 04, 2006 / 52:31

March 03, 2006 / just a thought

March 03, 2006 / just a thought

March 02, 2006 / Independence

February 28, 2006 / i should really listen to my own advice

February 27, 2006 / too much drama

February 14, 2006 / Valentine's Day

February 02, 2006 / fuck

February 01, 2006 / Whatever you do, make HIM pay!

January 28, 2006 / Failure?

January 26, 2006 / post script

January 26, 2006 / i LOVE free stuff

January 24, 2006 / nightmares

January 22, 2006 / pathetic

January 22, 2006 / Another part of him... gone.

January 21, 2006 / pr0n

January 19, 2006 / I can't help it.

January 17, 2006 / 180

January 14, 2006 / Does he even feel what I feel?

January 13, 2006 / Hurt. Realizations. Ramblings. Tears.

January 13, 2006 / Bad News!!!

January 08, 2006 / Look at me, the disappearing woman!

January 06, 2006 / What was I thinking???

January 04, 2006 / Black is the color of...

January 03, 2006 / Why do I want what I can't have?

January 02, 2006 / x-box

January 01, 2006 / desire

January 01, 2006 / it feels right when i know it's wrong

December 31, 2005 / Misery loves company

December 31, 2005 / Happy New Years?

May 08, 2005 / my head really fucking hurts

February 26, 2005 / Harley... not the davidson kind either.

February 19, 2005 / intriguing piece of literature

January 26, 2005 / it has been awhile, hasn't it?

November 07, 2004 / self esteem

November 04, 2004 / a really brief comment on election 2004

November 01, 2004 / happiness = hard work

October 09, 2004 / this sucks

October 05, 2004 / shit

October 04, 2004 / reply

October 02, 2004 / i got an email yesterday

September 30, 2004 / I can't believe a year has gone by

August 22, 2004 / i've been living for tomorrow...all my life??

August 06, 2004 / we're all accidents waiting to happen

July 18, 2004 / exit (music for a film)

July 16, 2004 / ex-communicated

June 29, 2004 / Ah, the glory of the west...the central valley...sigh...no jobs what so ever

June 06, 2004 / i want all of you

June 02, 2004 / We're not in Kansas anymore, thank god!

May 26, 2004 / 2:38-2:53 AM 5/26/04

May 25, 2004 / too many days have gone by

May 09, 2004 / oh yeah, right there... right there... mmm...

April 29, 2004 / an important state of the the address

April 14, 2004 / -= Of course I'll be allright. I just had a bad night =-

April 11, 2004 / bunnies...chocolate...eggs... WHY??

April 06, 2004 / i don't want to fall in love with you

April 05, 2004 / dumb and dumber

April 04, 2004 / cheerios are good for you

April 04, 2004 / karma really is a bitch

March 29, 2004 / oohhh, pics!

March 17, 2004 / About Five Times

March 12, 2004 / castro

February 29, 2004 / meh - tired as fuck. I'm typing with my eyes closed.

February 19, 2004 / a demand of saneness henceforth

February 14, 2004 / chuka chuka

February 13, 2004 / just tell me to fuck off

February 12, 2004 / i'm so confused

February 07, 2004 / away from me - i love this song

February 03, 2004 / last night - part 2

February 03, 2004 / the fragile male ego

February 01, 2004 / THE list

February 01, 2004 / bad timing

January 26, 2004 / if i had no taste buds, would i still over eat? hmmm...

January 20, 2004 / I wish there were a way to record what you see on webcams. that would be nice.

January 18, 2004 / Let's hope I don't fuck this up

January 17, 2004 / monopoly? no, monotony

January 15, 2004 / Jack

January 14, 2004 / melancholy and the infinite sadness

January 12, 2004 / I haven't had sex in so long even my hand fakes headaches! lol

January 08, 2004 / I can't believe I did what I did

January 07, 2004 / why do I like being tortured and teased?

January 06, 2004 / it's been awhile

December 22, 2003 / simple pleasures

December 22, 2003 / confusion

December 22, 2003 / thoughts and feelings about my move

December 18, 2003 / At last the day has come along. My lonely days are over and life is like a song

December 17, 2003 / southern comfort

December 16, 2003 / I dare you to call me!

December 16, 2003 / I done fucked it up

December 15, 2003 / bowling r0x0rz my b0x0rz.

December 14, 2003 / whoa

December 14, 2003 / This entry is a fucking book. Make sure you have time to read it. Heh.

2003-12-10 / its the power of cheese

2003-12-08 / the love thieves

2003-12-07 / somebody please end my fucking misery

2003-12-07 / somebody please end my fucking misery

2003-12-05 / Love Actually

2003-12-04 / I hate being sick

2003-12-01 / paranoid android

2003-11-28 / It's official

2003-11-26 / I'm soo PISSED!!!

2003-11-25 / je suis attristé

2003-11-23 / A Garage Sale

2003-11-21 / Am I being Rash?

2003-11-20 / hola muerte, deseo morir

2003-11-19 / BMW

2003-11-18 / More Pics!

2003-11-17 / more pics

2003-11-16 / i am sofa king bored!!

2003-11-14 / ~SIGH~

2003-11-14 / today sucks

2003-11-10 / webcams rule!

2003-11-08 / matrix reloaded was um...

2003-11-07 / Oh yeah, I got some action today!

2003-11-05 / OMFG!

2003-11-04 / this noob sucks!

2003-11-01 / He felt like he was foaming at the mouth...

2003-11-01 / He felt like he was foaming at the mouth...

2003-10-30 / i hate having my picture taken

2003-10-29 / in their costumes, these figures might be going to a ball in a ruined palace of the mind

2003-10-28 / bored

2003-10-27 / is it finally the end of the drama?

2003-10-27 / oaklawn - impending novel ahead

2003-10-26 / must sleep...pero, here's dalawang jokes for you

2003-10-24 / spank me!

2003-10-24 / uh....i hate thinking of titles for these stupid ass entries. i wished they'd name themselves...

2003-10-23 / word to your mother

2003-10-23 / It's official....I SUCK! (at CS, that is)

2003-10-22 / last nights dream

2003-10-22 / i'm not half of what i wish i was

2003-10-21 / i can't keep thinking this way

2003-10-21 / want - don't read this one

2003-10-20 / are you looking at my bum? you bum looker!

2003-10-20 / mmm...so fresh and so clean

2003-10-19 / ~~~yawn~~~

2003-10-19 / i forgot to tell you...

2003-10-18 / It's ALIVE!

2003-10-17 / wanna go halfers on a bastard?

2003-10-16 / Alas poor DVD, I knew the VCR well...

2003-10-15 / i have nice pants

2003-10-14 / an uneventful day

2003-10-13 / quel dimanche fou

2003-10-12 / fuck the update!

2003-10-11 / karma is a bitch

2003-10-10 / may i feel said he

2003-10-09 / dammit mom, give me a fucking break

2003-10-09 / yesterday

2003-10-08 / it's time to heal

2003-10-08 / NovyRose23

2003-10-08 / Email

2003-10-07 / I hurt (part two)

2003-10-07 / i hurt

2003-10-06 / I guess it's over...

2003-10-06 / in a weeks time...

2003-10-05 / Sprint Must Die!!!

2003-10-04 / Isn't life grand?

2003-10-01 / FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

2003-10-01 / No sir, not a virgin anymore!

2003-09-29 / A surreal situation

2003-09-28 / a call to arms

2003-09-26 / making out rocks!

2003-09-12 / oh what a night

2003-09-11 / revelation

2003-09-10 / phone sex is cool

2003-08-23 / carls jr and carries tits

2003-08-23 / Need

2003-08-19 / should I ask him out?

2003-08-17 / birth control

2003-08-16 / 50th dinner