well, i finally had to do it. i picked up the wedding dress that i will not be using. heh. it was kinda funny at the bridal shop. the sales associate looked up my profile and exclaimed, "oh! you're here to pick up your wedding dress! when is the wedding?!" i then reply, "there isn't." hahaha.. her face was priceless.. she just said, "oh, i'm sorry." yeah, whatever chica. i'm happy that i'm not marrying robert. anyways... the lady getting the dress comes out and asked me if i wanted to look at it. i just stared at her and said no. she looked at me weird too and then just gave me the dress. lol.
i got to donna's and i didn't look at it. she put it in her laundry room and i had to go in there to get my laundry and i took a peek. my heart siezed for just a moment. sadness took over for just a moment. i then told myself to get over it. life is better without him. i zipped it back up and left the room. good riddance. hope someone buys it off ebay.
in other news...
my flight is tomorrow morning at 8am.. i'm not even remotely tired. i'm nervous. this is supposed to be the start of another path in my life. i'm supposed to make good decisions and stuff. i'm scared. i'm nervous. what if i dont make use of the time i'm being given by my parents? all i have planned for the next month is to game my ass off. i want to get a wii and a ps3.. we'll see if that happens. also, i plan on playing wow to my hearts content. hopefully, i can get better gear for my mage b4 wotlk comes out. doubtful but hopeful.
what if i die on the flight tomorrow? that would be crazy. i hope i dont.
11:25 p.m. - August 26, 2008
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