he called me today after school as he's done for the past few days now. he could tell in my voice that something was wrong and asked if i wanted to talk about it or if i was okay. i told him i was fine and he saw right through me. he asked if he could assume what was wrong and if i would tell him if he assumed right. he asked if my sadness had to do with our situation and i told him that it did.
i told him that i had been thinking all day on how i could take my emotions and feelings for him out of the equation and just be a friend, but i cant do that right now. i'm too involved in him. all this shit thats happened, has happened recently. he asked if i wanted him to log onto wow tonight and i said it was up to him and he said no that it was up to me. he said that he is here for me but i cant really turn to him when i have strong feelings for him. so, i told him that i need a little space and its killing me that i cant talk to him. but this breather will help.
i'm sad.
8:59 p.m. - January 07, 2009
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