I was doing so good. For the past two days, I've been wondering if he kept the emails I sent him. The ones with pictures of us... this was before I found out what the fuck he was doing over there. I know you can tell where I'm going with this. I logged into his email. Why doesn't the asshole change his password? WTF. Well, the answer is yes. He did keep the emails. They're in his inbox. I know he's checked it within the past two weeks since I've sent it because he's deleted trash from today. Why is he keeping it? I also logged into his myspace and found out that he's officially that girls boyfriend and they've had sex definitively. I shouldn't care because he mistreated me, took me for granted, used me and hooked up less than a month after I kicked him out for our "seperation." I guess spending two years with me, asking me to marry him really meant nothing if he was able to move on so quickly.
I'm pissed and I shouldn't be. I should be ecstatic that I got out when I could, that I didn't get pregnant or follow through with marrying this asshole. So, why do I do the things I do?
WTF is so wrong with me?
12:58 a.m. - March 22, 2008
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