why did i dream of seeing robert and his mother tonya?
in my dream, i was taking my bus home. the 152 is a bus that runs from downtown seattle to auburn and only goes through starlake. well, in my dream, my bus went into the country and on the bus i saw tonya. i wasn't sure if i should talk to her or aknowledge her presence. i ended up asking how she was doing and if she had decided to move back to washington. first of all, she's never lived here. she said she did and i started to ask if robert had moved back and then i stopped myself. it wasn't any of my business and i shouldn't even care. well, the bus stopped in front of her house and he came outside to greet her along with another woman and some kids. i didn't think that they were together until just know. in my dream i was just flabbergasted that he would be this close to where i am. on the bus i started telling myself that he was a jerk, he doesn't deserve me. you know, all the normal things you say after a bad break up.
i woke up this morning upset. i dont want to think about him anymore. we broke up in february. now i have the urge to check his myspace and email and God willing, i'll have the strength to push that urge right out of my head.
4:32 a.m. - May 30, 2008
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