it's been a really long time since i've been back here. i've been in the philippines since may 17 and i won't be leaving until november 15. i miss home, if you can believe it. my closeted existence. i've left my room of solitude for another. you'd think that being in another country with places to explore would change my attitude, but it hasn't. i actually feel more like a prisoner rather than a visitor. at least back home, i could leave my sanctuary when i wanted to. here, i'm left alone, which i normally prefer, but i can't leave. i don't know where i would go and no one can take me anywhere.
it's hot. too hot even though this is considered cold for their rainy season. i sweat everyday. hell, even lost 15lbs. no fast food for miles. although i have access to soda, i don't drink it every day. i'm thoroughly addicted to sarsi. it tastes kinda like root beer.
there are days that i really like it here, however, there are more days that i hate having to be here. i really want to go home.
6:03 p.m. - August 24, 2012
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