I actually did it! I put in my notice today. My last day spent in HELL will be December 12th, 2003! I will no longer have to deal with snotty, bitchy guests ordering over priced, over rated coffee. I will be so happy to leave Target/Starbucks. I never touched the stuff until I started there and once I quit, I'll never go there ever again! I hate starbucks! YAY!!!
I'm actually doing it. I'm moving. Turning in my notice solidified my plans. I can't back out. I'll be soo happy to finally move HOME.
My thanksgiving was okay. We stuffed ourselves with tons of food and then laughed it off at the movies. My cousin, niece and I saw Elf while my sister and her other daughter watched The Cat in the Hat. She said the movie wasn't that great. Fortunately, Elf was fucking hilarious! Will Farrell is soo funny. I definitely recommend this movie.
Today, my mother dragged my ass out of bed at 9AM so that we could go shopping. I HATE SHOPPING!!! I'm the kind of person that doesn't like to window shop. I go in and get what I want and them I'm out! I don't like spending all day at the mall. However, we ended up going to the Exchange at the Carlswell AFB. Ton's of cute military men! tee hee hee!! My mom loves to splurge on other people. She pretty much said, whatever you want you can have. I hate taking advantage of her hospitality, so I just got some sudafed (i'm sick as a dog right now...cough cough...sniff sniff), chapstick and some hair products. She offered to buy me a laptop. Who am I to deny her the pleasure of buying me a laptop?? lol...
I told her that I would love to have one, but, let's wait until we get to CA and get one at the Naval Base in Lemoore. Less stuff to take back to CA. OMG, I'm actually going back home. I can't let myself get too happy. I don't want to get used to that emotion because I don't want to miss it. Does that make sense? I sometimes feel that it is in my nature to feel depressed, sad and lonely. Anyways, I'll need to do some research on good laptops. The exchange only carries HP, Compaq, and two other brands that I can't remember.
I'll need to ask around and find out what I need to make my laptop unique to me. What I'm going to use it for is writing, internet play and CS if that's even possible. I'll have to ask ben about that. I'm sure he'll know. Speaking of, he sent me an email (which I will not post at his request).
Hopefully, we can get together for lunch or "something" before I leave. Is that bad? I really want to do "stuff" with him. I wonder if he feels the same way. Maybe we can do lot's of "stuff" many times before I leave. Wicked, I know! lol!
Well, I think I seemed somewhat popular today. I was asked to the movies by Ron, however, he asked because of what happened with Jesse. I told him I didn't feel like going because I'm sick. Sick in the head!! LOL. I was also invited to this party that's being given by some of my astronomy classmates. I think this guy mike likes me, but I like his friend Dustin. Oh well. I don't think I should even try with Dustin since I'll be leaving soon.
Why is sex soo much fun? After my first time, I've wanted it all the fucking time! Masterbation is fine, but sex is definitely better. Heh.
Well, I'm off to check NBK on CS. They went down several times today.
10:53 p.m. - 2003-11-28
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