so, i havent written in this thing for a while now. earlier this month, i left for fresno to visit with friends and family. i was super bored because i missed wow. go figure. i did have a few fun moments, like getting drunk, passing out while taking a piss and falling head first into a wall and putting a hole in it. good times. concussions aren't so fun.
as i was gone, i was completely dependent on my phone to keep me in contact with everyone. i was an email freak. i emailed everyone. i also updated my datecraft profile which lead me to two new friends. ones military and lives in san diego. he tells me i'm pretty o.O and the other is a student living in new mexico. he's sweet, but there's nothing there. now, there is another guy i was keeping in touch with that i met through facebook. a teacher. a seperated getting divorced teacher. a really hot 27 year old teacher who thinks i'm hot too. not a bad combo.
well, needless to say, i'm only texting military, stopped talking to the student and now i'm having sex with the teacher. wtf, right? how did my life get so... interesting all of a sudden. idk. i guess i made certain choices. we'll see later if they're good ones or not. unfortunately my uncle passed away and i went home to vegas to be with my parents (and wow). the teacher, after having emailed him for 2 weeks straight, wanted to meet me. to go on a date. eep! if you've read my diary, you know that there is no evidence to show that i go on much dates. i've only been on a few actually. plus, he's technically still married. i was really really hesitant to go, but i said, fuck it. whats the worse that could happen? he sees me in person and realizes that, wow, she can take a good pic, but up close... yeaaaah.. OR he still likes me after meeting me in person and wants to go out again >.< both scary in my book.
i meet up with him at the movies and i was so nervous that i had to drink a few gulps of pepto before i left to meet him and my nerves didn't ease up when i got there. fuck me, he's HAWT in person! so we watched the day the earth stood still and he wanted to know if i wanted to get some coffee afterwards, which i agreed to. i didnt drink it cuz milk messes with my tummy, but whatev. so, we're sitting on this sofa in a darkened area of the coffee shop and he's just talking away about teacher stuff and civics and history. this guy is super smart and its intimidating, but also a turn on. he tells me as we're sitting that he's very nervous being around me and thats why he's talking so much. lol, how cute, no? i tell him that i'm not (totally lying cuz i dont want to jinx myself). we sit and talk until the coffee shop closes and then we go for a drive and decide to eat some sushi. now, i'm totally being spoiled here because he's paid for everything! everything! this concept is new to me and i like it! i'm tired of being the suga mama and i like being taken care of, but i understand that it cant be like this all the time, can it?
so, we eat sushi and talk more. after dinner, we drive around and around and around. we talk and stuff and he's showing me las vegas because i still dont know the city well. at about 11 i say its time for me to go, i'm tired and so he drops me off at my car. *chuckle* then he asks if he could kiss me. i wish he wouldn't have because i said no. my nervous gut reaction. i suck at kissing, i just had sushi, no way. lol. so we hugged instead. i liked our date. it was fun and he's cute and smart. it was great.
we made plans to go out again and had sex on our 2nd date. had sex twice on our third date. sex with him is amazing! its the best sex i've ever had. EVER. he makes me cum several times like never before and he eats pussy like no tomorrow... god, i'm getting horny just thinking of it. anyways, our third date was the other night. lol. i should probably not have sex with him and try to get to know him more. probably. we'll see.
10:10 a.m. - December 28, 2008
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